So as you all know the divorce with the frog prince has been amazing!!!! And believe it or not through it all I really have tried to remain sane. Now though I am entering into a phase in my life that I want to make me happy and if I am gifted to have someone enter in and enjoy my life with me and add to it then great!
I have decided there are few things I love in my life. And here they are: my children, my friends, and me.
Selfish ???? Yes maybe. But after giving my all to the Frog Prince I am done investing me into those that are not appreciative of what I have to offer.
So in this the journey of finding and adding those experiences, and wants to what makes me happy I have decided to go for what I love. I want a job that feels like fun when I do it, a home were my children are loved and cared for, and friends that add to me and support me. As far as love this too shall find me. But as far as believing I am at all entitled to the Happy Ever After, not so much. I believe if I find a man that is supportive, loving, and adores me and my children the rest will fall into place.
Now I have been called oh reserved with my feelings even closed off, and this is true. I will not communicate my feelings very often due to the fact that I feel like I am not going to expose my softer side til I feel secure that I won't be left standing alone with all feelings exposed and the other person standing in another room. So love yes it may happen. But til then I will enjoy good company, fun times with friends, and above all I will enjoy my babies. Sappy? Yes. But what do you expect from a hopeless romantic with no biters?
